Parking issues meant we missed our Wednesday lunch time meet yesterday. I really hope he wants to meet at the car today for "lunch". He does, and it's lovely. He spends ages stroking me and kissing me afterwards. Sadly, I don't actually care about the deed itself but the way he holds me afterwards. It's times like this I think he must care, otherwise he would just walk away wouldn't ?
Of course, it doesn't last. He mentions that a week on Friday he is meeting his mates after work for drinks. Why can't you take me for a drink I snap? We walk back to work in silence. As usual, he doesn't give me a straight answer.
I spend the rest of the evening worrying he will be annoyed with me and say the whole thing is too much hassle. Something has changed though. The thought of him ending it doesnt horrify me anymore. I've started to question what type of person he is, and it's not good.
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